podcasts / Radiolab / episode
Radiolab cover art
podcast
📅 2026-10-23 ⏱ 34 min episode · ~2 min read 📝 Transcript · 4,849 words 🎙 Bruce Robison

Octomom

Radiolab · · Transcript & summary by WhipScribe

It is a rare, true deep-sea record told with warmth: one animal's four-year vigil watched almost by accident from a robot sub.

In this episodeJad AbumradAnnie McEwenRobert KrulwichLatif NasserMonterey Bay Aquarium Research InstituteMonterey CanyonWestern FlyerYan WangPrinceton UniversitySy MontgomeryThe Soul of an OctopusSeattle Aquarium

▸Chapters

Tap a chapter to open that moment in the transcript; the link to it is copied for you.

Transcribe your links. Paste a YouTube, Google Drive or podcast link and WhipScribe gives you the transcript. Transcribe a link →

▸Notable quotes

“This was sort of bootleg science.” Bruce Robison · at 13:04 — open in the transcript →

▸What this episode covers

This is the record for the longest egg-brooding period known on Earth. Researchers at the Monterey Bay Aquarium Research Institute found one octopus on a rock face in the Monterey Canyon, a little less than a mile below the surface. She sat on a single clutch of about 160 eggs, and the team nicknamed her Octomom. Bruce Robison and his crew checked on her whenever spare dive time allowed between other projects. Over roughly four and a half years she never moved off the eggs, never ate, and never lost one to predators.

The biology explains why this ordeal ends in death. Princeton neuroscientist Yan Wang describes a fixed octopus life plan: grow fast, find a mate, choose the moment to fertilize the eggs, then brood and die as the young hatch. Wang says that once laying begins, most of the octopus nervous system winds down. Two optic glands, each about the size of a grain of rice, take over and release chemicals such as steroids and insulin. Those signals keep the mother going without food. Author Sy Montgomery adds a memorable account of octopus courtship at the Seattle Aquarium.

The human side gives the episode its pull. The scientists struggle to watch her waste away, and they try to feed her crab legs with the sub's robotic arms. She refuses every time. They leave for a week while crabs circle her and come back to find the crabs dead. Jad Abumrad and Annie McEwen set her vigil against the world news of 2007 to 2011. Nobody knows why the species broods for so long. Cold water and harsh conditions are the leading guesses.

▸About the guest

B
Bruce Robison

A deep-sea explorer at the Monterey Bay Aquarium Research Institute who studies ocean life with remotely operated subs. He describes himself as a Southern California beach kid who kept going deeper.

▸Key takeaways

01MBARI researchers spotted a deep-sea octopus in the Monterey Canyon in April 2007 and found her brooding about 160 eggs a month later.
02Yan Wang of Princeton says two rice-grain optic glands keep a brooding octopus alive on steroids and insulin while the rest of her body shuts down.
03Octomom brooded for about four and a half years, the longest brooding period recorded for any animal, while shallow-water octopuses brood for about a month.
04Bruce Robison's team offered her crab legs with the sub's robot arms two or three times, and she refused every one, starving by design.
05Octomom never lost an egg in 4.5 years, but nobody knows why her species broods so long; cold water or a harsh habitat are the leading guesses.

▸Questions this episode answers

Q1How long did the deep-sea octopus Octomom brood her eggs, according to Radiolab?

Bruce Robison of the Monterey Bay Aquarium Research Institute told Radiolab that Octomom guarded one clutch of about 160 eggs for roughly four and a half years. His team first saw her in April 2007 and found her on the eggs about a month later. Robison confirmed it is the longest brooding period recorded for any animal on Earth.

Open this answer as its own page →

Q2How does Yan Wang explain an octopus surviving years of brooding without eating?

Princeton evolutionary neuroscientist Yan Wang says that once a female octopus lays her eggs, most of her nervous system shuts down. Two optic glands between her eyes stay active and trigger chemicals, including steroids and insulin. Wang says those chemicals let the mother stay alive without eating. She compares the glands to a bassoon playing a solo while the rest of the orchestra falls quiet.

Open this answer as its own page →

Q3Why do octopus mothers die after their eggs hatch, according to Yan Wang on Radiolab?

Yan Wang told Radiolab that octopus mothers die after they reproduce as part of a fixed life plan. A young octopus grows and eats constantly, finds a mate, and then decides when to fertilize her eggs. Once she lays them she stops feeding entirely and stays with them, and she dies around the time the eggs hatch.

Open this answer as its own page →

Q4Did Bruce Robison's team try to feed Octomom while she was brooding?

Bruce Robison told Radiolab that in Octomom's first year of brooding his team used the remote sub's manipulator arms to break legs off a crab and offer them to her. They tried two or three times, and she refused every offer. Brooding octopuses do not feed at all, so she was slowly starving the whole time.

Open this answer as its own page →

Q5How did Octomom defend her 160 eggs from crabs in the Monterey Canyon?

Bruce Robison told Radiolab that Octomom fended off the crabs and shrimp that wanted her eggs by squeezing any attacker. In her second year of brooding, his team saw three or four crabs circling her and had to leave for a week-long trip. When they returned, the crabs were gone and crab parts lay on the seafloor below her. The team counted the eggs on every visit and never saw one taken.

Open this answer as its own page →

Q6Why would a deep-sea octopus need to brood for four years, according to Radiolab?

Annie McEwen reports that Bruce Robison and Yan Wang offered two possible reasons, and neither is confirmed. The very cold water a mile down may slow every biological process, including egg development. A harsh deep-sea habitat may also favor young that hatch highly developed. The scientists also do not know whether Octomom was typical of her species or an outlier, because she is the only one ever watched brooding.

Open this answer as its own page →

Q7What did Sy Montgomery see when octopuses mated at the Seattle Aquarium?

Sy Montgomery, author of The Soul of an Octopus, told Radiolab she watched two octopuses mate at the Seattle Aquarium one Valentine's Day. Both turned bright red as the female reached the male, and they wrapped each other in their suckers. Afterwards they stayed together, sometimes for hours, and often both turned white, the color of a relaxed octopus.

Open this answer as its own page →

▸Transcript

Our own transcript of the public episode, with a timestamp about every 90 seconds. Tap a timestamp or the link button on a paragraph to copy a link that opens this page there.

0:00Hey, it's Latif. I would like to pull up from the watery depths a story of perseverance. It's a story of focus. It's a story of one little creature fighting, fighting to the extreme extent of every fiber of its being for the future of its progeny. Part of the thing I love about it is it's so far from anything you're reading about otherwise in the news. It feels almost like it's as far as you can get on planet Earth from your own personal drama, and it helps remind you how much more is out there that has nothing to do with you. That's Octomom, originally broadcast in 2020, but just as timeless as ever today. I hope you enjoy. Radiolab. Radiolab. From. W-N-Y-C. C? Yeah. Rewind. Hey, I'm Jad Abumrad.

1:14This is Radiolab and Danny McKeown. Yes. Well, what do you got for me? Well, first of all, Robert, let me just get the levels on you. Okay, I'm here. We've got Robert. Robert! Maybe you can tell, tell, tell. We've got Robert. Robert! Maybe you can tell... I'm sitting in on this one with Annie just because... As many of you know, he retired from Radiolab not too long ago, but I brought him out of retirement and back into the studio to sit in with me on this interview. We just sometimes pile on when it looks like it's going to be a candy fun thing to do. And second of all, I have a hero and a story that... I don't know. I just feel like it's exactly the kind of story that we all need right now at this moment.

1:52Okay, let's go. Okay, so let's start with our main character. Excuse me. This is our hero? Oh, no, well, our main storyteller, I guess. My name is Bruce Robeson, reaching out to you from KAZU at Monterey, California, California State University, Monterey Bay. Whoa. Oh, you got it all in there. No, that was very well done. So Bruce is a deep sea explorer. I'm a Southern California beach kid who just kept going out deeper and deeper. These days he works at the Monterey Bay Aquarium Research Institute. And basically he and his team, they'll go out on a boat with a little remote sub that they drop into the water with a camera and see what they can see. It's really exciting because there are all of these cool animals.

2:38I'm just curious, like, did you just go out onto the ocean and then look down? Oh! How does it begin, this story? Well, one day... This is back in April of 2007. We're on a ship called Western Flyer. They're on one of their runs checking out sea life, and they're just off the coast over this giant underwater canyon, the Monterey Canyon. Pretty much the same scale and scope as the Grand Canyon in Arizona. There's an underwater Grand Canyon in Monterey Bay? That's right. Wow. And on this day, Bruce and his team dropped a little robot sub down into the water. A little less than a mile down. Which doesn't seem like a lot. But imagine going down the length of the Empire State Building. And then go down another Empire State Building.

3:33Oh my god. And then go down another Empire State Building. And then go down, like, maybe a few more floors. Like, maybe ten more floors of that Empire State Building. That's, that makes me a little bit dizzy. The darkness is overwhelming. You can look up and say, well, maybe the surface is up that way, but the last little photons have given up. And yet, it is punctuated by sparkles and twinkles and flashes all around. The majority of animals that live there make their own light. And you can hear scritches and squeaks and thumps around you. Right. Oh, Bruce, I'm noticing that your chair is rather vocal. It seems like it's squeaking. Unless that's Robert. Is that you, Robert? That's my imitation of a ship at sea.

4:41It's not quite working for me. It sounds a lot like a chair. No, no, no. It's his fault. It's not mine. You're rocking. Well, I'll try not. working for me. It sounds a lot like a chair. No, no, no. It's his fault. It's not mine. You're rocking. Well, I'll try not. Yeah. Anyway, they're down there in the darkness, and they flick on this little headlight. And sweeping this cone of light around in front of them, they see the silty seafloor, a few rocky outcrops, when into that cone of light wanders... An octopus moving towards the rock across the seafloor. Our hero, using her arms to sort of pull and glide and roll herself along. She was kind of purpley gray, dark, mottled. There was a crescent-shaped scar on one arm and a circular scar elsewhere.

5:27Cool, like tattoos. Yeah. Just so you get a sense of size, can you fit her on your lap or could you wear her as a hat? Okay. The mantle, the roundy part, was as big as a healthy cantaloupe. How long are the tentacles? Foot and a half long. They're very stretchy. Ooh, okay. Anyway, about a month later, we went back and dropped down. A month later? You see an animal heading towards a rock and you don't wait to see if she gets there because would that take too long? We weren't really focused on that. It was just an observation. Oh, okay. Anyway. When they went back in the robot sub, a month later. That same octopus was up on a vertical face on the rock sitting on a clutch of eggs. Her body covering the eggs, each of her arms curled in a little spiral tucked into position.

6:11How many babies was she sitting on? 160. They jelly bean sized or? Yeah, that's a good approximation. And Bruce and his team were like, oh, this is great. We know within about a month when the eggs were laid. And they'd often wondered, like, how long does it take for octopus eggs to hatch? Does science not know about the brooding period of octopuses? Not deep water ones. Oh. Which was a totally different species of octopus and could have a totally different way of doing things, for all they knew. We know so little about life in the deep sea that something like this can be very illuminating. Did you have a name for her other than like 1006-B? We just called her Octomom. Octomom. Beautiful. So whenever they were out at sea and

7:04had time in their schedule, they'd toss in the robot sub, drop down, and have a look at Octomom. They dropped down in May, and there she is, a little figure huddled on the rock. A month or so later, there she is again, sitting on her eggs and warding off predators. Crabs and shrimps on the rock. Who would have loved to chow down on her eggs? So let's say I'm a crab, and I see some lady sitting on the rock. Who would have loved to chow down on her eggs? So let's say I'm a crab, and I see some lady sitting on 160 babies. So I figure my odds are pretty good that I can scarf at least six of them. Not a chance. Oh. She is vigilant and relentless. Couldn't I bite her? Nope. Or what about... Nope.

7:39No. Yeah, what happens if a crab bites her? Yeah, or pinces her? She would squeeze the heck out of it. Okay. A couple months after that, they're zooming in towards the rock and, oh! There she is. Cleaning the eggs with an arm. Like, la And you can see the baby octopus inside the egg after a while. Next visit? Still there. A couple months after that? Um. Oh! There she is. Same old spot. Ah. October? Still there? You bet. November? Yes. Oh. There she is. Same old spot. Ah. October, still there? You bet. November? Yes. Curled around her babies, cleaning them, protecting them. Mm-hmm. And it's now been around six months, something like that. And Bruce and his team start to notice that she was changing.

8:27She became very pale. She clearly lost weight. And you could see over time that her eyes began to get cloudy. I say the human counterpart might be cataracts. And according to Bruce, for an octopus, this is normal. Most octopuses that we know about do not feed while they're brooding. At all? At all. Oh, she's stuck to the rock with her jellybees that entire time? Yeah. She hasn't moved. So that would mean that she was starving. Yes. And not just starving, but starving to death. Octopus moms die after they reproduce. Who is this? Oh, this is Yan. I know. I'm sorry. I was like, I'll talk to whatever voice is coming through the headphones. So, Yan Wang. I'm an evolutionary neuroscientist. She's a postdoc at Princeton, but she did her Ph.D. research on reproduction and death in the octopus.

9:31Now, she studied a shallow water species of octopus, which tend to have a very short life. It typically only lives for a year. Really? Yeah. That's it for an octopus? I know. Isn't that crazy? That seems, I mean, all the attention they get is being these brainy creatures. I know. And to think they're so ephemeral. Now, the deep sea species like Octomom probably live a little longer than that. We don't actually know exactly how long. But Yan told me that all octopuses have a sort of similar life story. Like when you're a kid, you're just growing. So you're just eating everything. Then you hit puberty. You got to find a mate that won't eat you. Apparently that's a big risk. And when you do finally find that mate.

10:14The male octopus reaches with one of its arms into the mantle. The big balloony part of his body. Reaches in there and removes a sperm packet. And he tucks it inside the female's mantle. Here you go. And that's it. That's their sex. Which sounded a little dry to me. Well, I once was describing this on a train, a commuter train, to a friend of mine, and I suddenly noticed the train was completely silent. So, um... In a porn-like way or in a horror way? In a total porn-like way. And a horror way? In a total porn-like way. This is Cy Montgomery. She's the author of The Soul of an Octopus, as well as like 29 other books about animals. And one Valentine's Day at the Seattle Aquarium, she got to see octosex.

10:59Let's see. The male might have been up in the corner. Teeny digression here. And the female came out of the one tank and entered this tank and crawled towards him. As soon as he realized, my love has arrived. They both turned bright red and they flew into each other's arms and they covered each other with their suckers. Sixteen arms going on. And they're all very fast. But they stay together for a while afterwards, sometimes hours. I mean, it was very romantic. The male often wrapped around the female. And frequently they both turn white, which is the color of a relaxed octopus. So that's when they're having the cigarette. Hmm. Anyway, we can't know if that's what Octomom experienced. She has a different species after all.

11:59But what we do know is that when she used that sperm, that was the beginning of the end of her life. The female can essentially decide when she wants to fertilize her eggs. Because once she lays them, you know, she's not going to move them. So, yeah, she has to go do all of her favorite things one last time before she switches over. Her last hurrah, her rumspringa. But when she decides the time is right, she'll find a safe spot and lay her eggs. Then, as the eggs are about to hatch, she dies. Now, the shallow water species of octopus that Yan studies, this sitting and taking care of your eggs phase doesn't last that long. Only about a month. But with Octomom, since they knew virtually nothing about the species,

12:47the question was, how long would it go? How long would she sit on those eggs, not eating, slowly dying? How often? Are you visiting her every month or two or every three months? No, no, no. There wasn't a regular pattern. This was sort of bootleg science. We were out there doing other things that we were supposed to do as part of our project up in the water column. And if we had a little extra dive time, we'd sneak down and check her out. Which they did month after month after month after month. If you keep counting, how far does it go? Well, let's say year one. Year? Yeah. Oh, wow. Year one, they drop down. She's looking pretty rough. And there are all these crabs crawling around. And they're scientists, but they're also kind of having a hard time watching this octopus suffer, for lack of a better word. And one of the things that we tried was we went down once and broke a couple legs off a crab.

13:50With a robot? Yeah. We have manipulator arms. We can do all kinds of neat stuff. So we broke off a couple of crab legs and offered them to her. She wouldn't have anything to do with it. We tried that, oh, two, three times. And one time in year two. They drop down. And they see that she is being circled by crabs. Looking as though they were trying to mass an attack, if you will. Like how many? Three or four. She's like very weak at this point. And these crabs are like circling her like you imagine with pitchforks around a steak or something. Back, you devils. And Bruce and his team are like, oh, my God, like what's going to happen? You know, could this be the end? And all right. So we couldn't hang around and spend the day.

14:42Oh, man, you are not the kind of people. We would not hire you. If we were following somebody who was under attack by a group of crabs who had drawn a circle of death around her and said, no one shall pass, we would not go back upstairs. We would stay. We had other things on our agenda. Oh, come on. They grabbed a crab last time. Just like shoo them away with the arms. That's what I know. But they would come right back. I mean, they can't guard her. But they leave her there in the dark being circled by crabs. Oh. That was at the beginning of a week-long trip. So they're out at sea doing their research. And all the while they're thinking, what happened to Octomom and the crabs? So on our way back home, we thought, let's go check.

15:25Let's see how things are. They drop in the sub. They drop down. Biting their nails. As we try to find our way into the rock. And we're searching, searching, searching. And then there, a white blob in the darkness. It's like, ah, okay, good. There she is. Still there. And there are no crabs around her anymore. There were crab parts all over the seafloor below her. So she killed them? Yes. So she, in her weakened state, torn them apart with her arm. Yeah. All the folks in the control room on the ship and the pilots were all going, yay! So you left for a week and during that time she fought like the battle of her life. That's right. Missed the whole thing. And they are counting the eggs every single time.

16:13And she is still at 160. We never saw any evidence that anybody had picked off one of the eggs. Not a one? Nope. This is heroic. It is heroic. It is heroic. She was wasting away and would eventually have to die, but it would have to be timed right with the hatching of the babies. Because if she were to lose her grip and drift off of the eggs, then a crab could come and just, you know, have a huge brunch. I mean, there was this tension of her holding on until... They were ready. Yes. Well, doesn't it seem to you like there's like people like, you know, say, I'm going to be dying tonight, but I'm going to wait for Johnny to come home. And then Johnny bursts through the door and say, look, in exchange of glance, then mommy dies.

17:01It sort of feels a little like that. Let's move on to year three. What? She's still there. Three years? Yeah. This is... I know. She's getting worse. This is horrible and amazing at the same time. She has not eaten anything. They are, like, aghast. She is just, like, this titan. Year four. We move on to year four. Like, it's just like unbelievable time. Let me give you a sense of like what is happening. So 2007, that's when they saw her. Boris Yeltsin dies. First iPhone released for sale in the USA. Big moments. 2008, the economy crashes. Obama is elected. Like these huge things are happening right upstairs from her. She's just still doing that same thing. 2009, Usain Bolt breaks the world record for the 100 meter dash.

17:53Bitcoin. I think Bitcoin happened somewhere in there. Bitcoin. OK. 2009, Michael Jackson dies. 2010, those Chilean miners are rescued after 69 days. Oh, my God. I don't know if you remember that. Yeah, of course. Wow. Haiti has a huge earthquake, the worst they ever had in 200 years. 2011, we're moving on to 2011 now. The Arab Spring. Oh, my God. Same-sex marriage is legalized in New York State. Amy Winehouse, Steve Jobs, and Osama bin Laden all die. All the while, Octomom has been sitting there withering, but killing crabs that come from her babies. Like not eating, but somehow remaining vigilant? Just seems so crazy to me. Like why would evolution make an animal that needs to gestate her babies that long?

18:45Well, we don't know. Bruce and Yan both said that maybe it's because it's so cold down there that everything happens more slowly. Or maybe you need super developed babies because it's such a harsh environment. But basically, it's still a mystery. Like, they don't even know if Octomom is like this crazy freak of nature or if she's ordinary. Like, she's the only octopus of this species that anyone has ever watched do this. But my question was how? How can she survive this? Like, how can she just sit there not eating for four years and not just die. It's just a totally bizarre thing, right? It sounds like magic. Lucky for us, this is exactly what Yan studied for her PhD. So when we come back from a quick break,

19:39together with Yan, we're going to find out how she does it and how far she can go. Jad Radiolab back with Annie McKeown and Octomom. So before the break, we had landed on the very simple question of how. How does Octomom manage to stay alive and defend her eggs, not moving, no food, for over four years. Right, so we just didn't know. Well, Yan says the answer lies in a very peculiar fact about the octopus's brain, which helps her pull off these last few deeply essential beats of her life. If we were to think about the nervous system as, say, like an orchestra. To understand how this works, Yan says you can think of all the different parts of the octopus's brain as different sections in an orchestra.

20:39You know, like the brass is going to take care of like vision or something like that. Or, you know, the strings are taking care of motor functions and things like that. Maybe the bass is regulating heartbeat, the woodwind's taking care of memory. And as she swims along, living her octopus life, the whole orchestra is playing, all the instruments doing their job. But as she lays her eggs, there's a shift. A shutting down of processes that are normally functioning to keep the body going. Every instrument in that orchestra starts to hush. Everybody going quiet. Except there's this one section of the orchestra. Yeah, the optic glands. These are like two really tiny, they're kind of the size of, you know, a grain of rice.

21:52They sit right between her eyes. They have their solo at this point. And would that be the opera singer or who is that? Who is everyone quieting to hear? Well, let me think about this. It would not be, you know, a very common instrument. It's not a huge part of the brain. So it wouldn't really be a string. I don't think it would be like a wind instrument. Or maybe it would be a weird one, you know, like a bassoon or something like that. One where there's just one or two in a full orchestra. Okay, I like that. So, as all the other parts of the nervous system begin to drop away, the bassoon, these tiny grains of rice, have their moment. They're playing a very complicated chemical song that Yan is only just beginning to piece together.

22:49But she knows that part of the work they're doing is triggering a bunch of different chemicals. Things like steroids and it's insulin that enable it to stay alive without additional food intake. And so all the while she's down there, years and years being visited again and again by this robot, on the outside she looks like a very old lady. Pale skin, cataracts, flabby muscles. A little pale blob in the darkness, all alone. But on the inside, she's very much alive. Alive in this incredibly centered, focused way. Year after year after year after year. She's playing her heart out. I'm Bruce. I just want to remind you about the chair thing. I am sorry. No, no problem.

24:20All right. Dylan's offering me a better chair. Let's say a more silent chair. So let me pick up my butt out of this one. Okay. Move it over to another one. Thank you, Dylan. eggs, bicycling, you know, cleaning the car and just had this moment like, oh, she's there. I know exactly where she is. She's doing her job. Like these little moments of you living your life and her just constantly working as a mother. Yeah, I thought about her all the time. Okay, so we are at year four or is that where we are? So we're at year four and a half. Four and a half years. Is that the world record for longest brooding period on planet Earth? Yeah, it is. Whoa. We had been there a month before, and she was still there, looking pretty haggard, I've got to say.

25:29But she was hanging in there. And then one day, we dropped down and were flying in towards the rock. He's watching the screen up on the ship, just seeing darkness. Then, there's the rocky outcrop. There's her spot. And she wasn't there. We couldn't see her. What does that mean? Does that mean... We knew we were at the right place. We could see the patch on the rock. And there were all of these tattered egg cases just in the spot where she had been. Tattered egg cases means that the babies had been born? Well, the first thing we did was search. Are there babies on the rock? Are the babies still here? Or did any of them survive? Or was it some sort of apocalyptic demise at the hands of all those hungry-looking crabs?

26:35So they're frantically sort of searching around the rock. Searching and searching and searching. And then they begin to see little babies that are her species. And they see a baby here and a little baby there. Little octopuses crawling around. Oh. They'd been feeding and growing, and it was pretty clear that they were hatchlings from that clutch of eggs that we had observed. Do they look like her? Like all the same, there's the crescent shape. Sadly, no. And they were quite a bit smaller. But it was clear they were the same species. And did you see her? No. I'm certain that she had been consumed by some scavenger. Oh, my God. But you just want to give her a moment just to see it. Yeah. Well, we kind of asked Bruce, like, can you help us imagine what that moment might have been like for her?

27:42Since you don't know, because you missed it as usual, the actual big moment. I must have gone out for a hamburger or something. Could you just in your mind's eye imagine the last moment here? Like was she dusting the eggs or were the eggs beginning to hatch? We suspect that she stayed there until the last one had hatched. You mean watching them? Maybe not watching them, but feeling them. Guarding them. Oh my gosh, that's amazing. They are devoted moms. So she would feel this activity that was new underneath her. And then know that it was time to finally let go. Right. Okay, relax, Mom. It's over. You did your job. So cool. It's like handing off the baton of life. Yeah. Yeah. I love thinking about this story right now because we're all like kind of, I don't know, just needing to like hold on.

28:53There's this like sense of holding on. Yeah. And waiting and being patient and just like, I don't know, having faith and that kind of thing, you know, just kind of like being still and holding on. That she is just like giving us such a great model for, I mean. Wow. It's, you know, it would, hold on one second. I have to just put an end to this madness. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Go for it. Emil, Tej, don't come in here. I'm working. Oh my God. You know what I think about is the, what? It's so, it's so interesting. This is like the absolutely wrong soundtrack to the story that you're telling. Oh, the kids. You're talking about a mother sort of lovingly suffering and then dying on behalf of her jelly beans.

29:37And I have these kids who are just like literally running around like savages right now because they're stir crazy. No, you know what i think i think about it like it's so beautiful and heroic and poignant but then i think about like she's not telling like if you take the story away and you just imagine her experience she's in the darkness for five years and like i wonder if she i, she has no conception of anything except that somehow the disconnect between the experience she's having and the story we're telling about it is everything that I need to think about right now, because we're all trying to protect our jelly beans in a way. But, but then if you think about the experience of that it can feel frightening

30:56You're welcome. This story was reported and produced by Annie McEwen with musical help from Alex Overington. Thanks to Kyle Wilson for playing the sexy saxophone for us. And a very big thank you to our bassoon player, Brad Balliet, who provided the soundtrack for Octomom's darkest hours and finest moment. And, of course, thanks to Bruce. Okay, well, we've kept you, so we should let you go. Thank you so much, Bruce. I really appreciate it. Okay. Again, I think we got everything. Yeah, I think we did. Yeah, your squeaky chair and all, it was perfect. Oh, you don't want to do it like rock on the chair a tiny bit? Oh, actually, it might be useful. Actually, just in terms of mixing purposes. All right, I'll wheel the other chair over.

31:42Yes. And then just doodle with your body. A little dance routine. Oh, okay. Oh, yeah. Go ahead. Oh. I guess, yeah. Right. So don't say anything. Just make squeaks. Okay. It sort of reminds me about what she might hear under the water. Whales communicating. Okay, that's fine. I'm Jad Abumrad. Thanks for listening.

33:25Radiolab will be back with you next week. Thank you. Alex Neeson, Sarah Khari, Natalia Ramirez, Joanna Strogatz, Anissa Wietzer, Ariane Wack, Molly Webster and Jessica Young, with help from Laura Karpas and Maya Appleby-Malamid. Our fact-checkers are Nora Belblidia, Hillary Elkins, Rachel Gross, Diane Kelly, Emily Krieger, Natalie Middleton, and Sophie Semayi. Leadership support for Radiolab's science programming is provided by the Simons Foundation and the John Templeton Foundation. Foundational support for Radiolab was provided by the Alfred P. Sloan Foundation.

▸More episode summaries

Radiolab cover art
RadiolabThe Buried Bodies Case2026-10-30 · 49 min
Radiolab cover art
RadiolabThe Smell of Hell2026-10-16 · 43 min
Radiolab cover art
RadiolabMath Vs Machine2026-10-09 · 31 min
Transcribe your links. Paste a YouTube, Google Drive or podcast link and WhipScribe gives you the transcript. Transcribe a link →
New Radiolab transcripts by email
One email per new episode, unsubscribe in every message. Not shared with the publisher.